I can’t believe the first trimester is almost over and I’m still suffering from severely INHUMANE symptoms of first trimester pregnancy. I HATE the fact that all I talk about these days is how crappy my quality of life has become. I honestly am NOT enjoying this ride at all. I am suffering way too much in a very extreme and all possible ways. How much fucking saliva can a woman handle and peacefully sleep through the night?? Why are the constant dizzy spells, extreme fatigue, never ending nausea, incapacitating general lack of ability to do anything are still ongoing? Why does this have to be so hard in every way?
For now, I can certainly say I would only wish these upon the worst enemy of my life ever and would still feel somewhat sorry and for sure would not wish the entire 14 weeks of the ordeal. I never would recommend it to anyone I remotely am fond of ever. Maybe — it’s all worth it at the end when I freaking bleed through the deathly pain and suffer through all sorts of pain after to successfully pop this out. Oh, MY GOD, I am not well. Mentally and physically I’m exhausted. Almost tabbed out. This debilitating. I want my life back.
